I that I wanted to say is that the choices that you are given in front of you, grab them while it is in front of you, but leave what does not have anything to do with you. This is what I seek in making myself pick the right choices in life and leave the things that only clutters my road of Life.
One should be specific in what is to be targeted in your goals, make the right preparations, right deals, right moves, and right execution. Do not tamper on what is already there laid upon you, but improvise, and make them interesting. Life is boring without the colours, the shapes and sizes, the emotions and soul. It is what makes us humans the most interesting beings. Simpletons only perceive emotions as just tools in showing what is projected by the facial expression and the surroundings. However, it runs deeper than that. What triggers such emotions? Why people are drawn to sensitivity or anger, or extreme depression? The traumatic end of what has happened to one of you? Maybe a near death experience? Raped? Someone close died? What triggers greed? Jealousy? Why take more of what is left little for others to live? Why we look down on other people and make them feel inferior to us? Such negativity is what we emit all along and we don't notice it.
We should seek our choice in our lives that can be respected by others. However, conflict emerges when two cultures collide. They seek flaws of one and each other, growing hatred builds inside them, loathing each other even before it started. So, in order to make this problem is to seek what is only compatible with our way of life, and leave what cannot be fused in our lifestyle.
They say greed kills a human by choking them with what they procure in excess. It is actually true. They blind themselves with false happiness, pseudo-power, and immortality. One will die eventually, they just think money can make them live forever. They are all fools. But then, money is not the root of all evil, but the person is the root of all evil, and it is worse when they possess a lot of money. So, take only what is given to you, never expect more, live on what you have worked for, never take bribes and stolen money.
I was angry when I first typed this entry, but then, I feel... nothing. Any emotion that I evoke worsens the situation and the mental state that I'm in. You are not the people who can make the pathway in my life, I choose to make the road. I choose what treacherous path I go. I don't need your highways, back streets, and short cuts. I follow the safest paths, which is the Path of Light. Where there is Light, Darkness will never come near me. It will annihilate fear, making me confident and safe. If you detest my choice, maybe you are not meant for me. You are only an ornament that is broken, waiting for me to throw away and be recycled to something I can live with and understand.
The end is never easy to face. Are you ready to face the end of one phase to the other phase in making it big in your life? Are you the person that you shaped in the past, improving your present state so that your dreams will come true in the future? Think about it. I'll be going now. See you next time as I go in circles, trying to find the way that will make me better. unfortunately, the way is circular, it goes back to the beginning. The true question is, Where is the beginning? Where does it end? Why is it circular in the first place. I'll leave you to think of this while I 'll try to find some ideas in WHAT THE HELL AM I SAYING? Goodbye, dear readers.
