Sunday 1 November 2009

The Rage Will Go On...

This is Rizalnium speaking from the heart of pure filth and darkness that brews inside of a guy that is just hungry for lusta nd earthly pleasures. The rage and battle of the mind is now escalating to the point of a boiling water. It shivers and shatters. I just can't think properly when in a quiet rage. I can't release it in one go. I want to be the sinner that is an innocent saint of a guy. It reeks of death and fear. Anger is a gift by the Devil to commit atrocious behaviour and actions. It makes us think irrationally and fucked up. It screws the mind and turning us to one of the most violent person we can ever be. It is wrong when someone goes into a rage we compare it to an anmal. Animals have compassion too. They just can't think rationally. I think that anger is just an involuntary action coz it causes the violence without us meaning it. I was and still am a short-tempered person. I just can't stand irresponsible people and especially late people who promises  time. I am very particular about time. It also bugs me when people are just too dependant on relying on me. It leaves a bitter taste of what I hate the most in any friendships, which is called FFB(Friends For Benefits). Person who makes friends with a person so that he/she can take advantage of someone. To those people, I give a BIG FUCK YOU!! to ALL of you. I'm not kidding. I am a helpful person when someone in need of money when they are short on money and can't buy food for themselves. However, when they become too comfortable doing it, he/she becomes really spoiled, and become dependant. This also implies in information gathering. When you want to ask a question like where is the exam gonna be held, go and ask people near you for gods sake. I was chilling at home when I get calls and SMS about it and I was really annoyed and angry. That person can actually ask someone else for tht matter and knws I was at home. I also don't know where it was and he asks me to ask someone else. The fuck man.. Go and ask them yourself... I just want to get that off my chest. Rage is always in my blood, in everyones blood. I just don't like to get angry but it is just that annoying and snotty-like behaviour I just want to slap him in the face. He thinks he is nice and all, trying to act saintly. Well, to all of my coursemates, study hard on Meteorology, I guess that is the only paper we can score, other papers are just that useless, except ethics and spanish. This is just a angry blog and hope you don't go and tick me off in these few days, you under-fucking-stand? When all shit comes down, all try and cools off and recuperate my emotions. This will be the end for today. Quick reminder, I will be gone for two weeks, goind overseas for some exchange student program. PLACE? Secret... I'll tell you some other time. So, I'll just back off for you to read and digest the writings on the wall of shame. Get the fuck away from trouble you'll be fine,awright? Bye, and wassalam...  

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